This XANGA reminds me of who I once was...

I'm going to update this with better entries soon.

<3 you all.

Hey~!! Yeah, my entries have been pretty short and empty. This one will probably be one of those again. Maji I don't have TIME these days. It's already one am and I'm still not done with homework. Grrrrrr. I'm keeping this Xanga, so I can be completely open. However, I found out that it's easy to find people on Xanga, so if I complain about someone, then they WILL find out. So some school people might already have found this Xanga. Oh well. If you wanted to know about my feelings, you should ask.

Today I went to this big choir festival in Tokyo. All the Kanto International Schools were there. I think our choir sucked because we didn't know the song we were singing. lol. I noticed that some of the japanese girls in my school change so much when they are around guys. Baka jyan?! I seriously don't get this. I remember when some of my girl friends in the States told me I laughed a lot more when I was with my guys, but it's honestly because they were so funny and our sense of humor was the same. I never really understood girls all too well. But my one friend here is particularly bad. Like her personality COMPLETELY changes. I have NEVER seen anyone act so differently, so kind, so giggly. It's to the point where it is absurd. She would completely choose dicks over chicks. Not cool. Not cool at all.

I'm lagging on the emails. I owe like 307437893745 to all my friends. I should be writing them NOW, but I seriously am too tired. After this entry, I'm going to take a bath.

Hitomi - remember how you said I acted all hard and different? remember that entry I wrote a while ago about me changing? how I hated it? Gomenne, nanka kyuuni chotto bitchy ppoku natte. Seriously, if you were here, then maybe you'd understand. It's like I gotta be tough in order to laugh at all the kitsui koto one of my so called friends always say. I really do hate it. Konna hito jyana kattayone.

I <3 you all.  

AKEOME!!

Happy New Year!!

Chotto I'm osoi! Wakatteru wakatteru. I have school tomorrow and I just started my homework. SUCH a procrastinator. I need to make concrete New Year's resolutions so that I won't be so BLAH, ya know? Mata update sugu suru kara. I think I'm gonna be using this Xanga more. Sono houga iibe?

In a few more days, I'm off to Japan...KYAAAAAAAA~!! lol. (Imi fumei na sakebi.) Seriously, I have no idea about what I'm feeling right now. My emotions are so complicated these days. You know how people always say, "Get in touch with your feelings"? Yeah, not happening. lol.

Maybe I'm just really saddened and trying to do the whole no-really-I'm-fine thing. Last night (or should I say this morning), I hung out with one of my best friends since it was the last night we were going to spend together in a long, long while. She left for Japan this morning for vacation. After Japan, she's headed to Taiwan, then coming back to Princeton. Smart girl! We went to go play pool with a couple people, then we drove back, listening to the Dirty Dancing 2 soundtrack. lol. That soundtrack is awesome. Especially if you like to dance, like the 2 of us. lol. Karen (that's her name) and I went to the same middle school, but we weren't really that good of friends. I moved there for the last semester of 8th grade. But then after 8th, my parents decided to move to P-town b/c the school here is excellent. She actually moved here as well! Coincidence, eh? Then get this...we also ended up being neighbors!! Yeah, it was meant to be. She's been with me through everything. We are really different though. She's sweet, cute, innocent, calm... I'm not!! Mwahahaha. I'm the one getting people into trouble. I almost got her suspended with me. lol. Whoops! It wasn't really my fault. It was Jarrod's fault for sleeping in our room on a school field trip. Of course, I let him in. lol. He lost his key! I wasn't going to let him sleep in the hallway. Whatever.  PHS is stupid.